Sometimes I wish I could die, or at least disappear, just to see if you would notice that I'm not here anymore. To see if you miss me, or really care about me. If I really matter to you
I want to be immune to what you're saying cause you're hurting me. I just want to sit here and hate you. I need to find a way to deal with my pain and anger. I wish I could make you disappear. You want to know what my problem is? My lips say I hate you. But my heart whispers I still love you somehow.
what am i supposed to think? you're the king of mixed signals. one day you can't stand me and the next you can't get enough
I´m done with your games I want all of you or nothing.
Im gonna miss you when something really good happens, because you're the one I want to share it with. Im gonna miss you when something is troubling me, because you're the only one who understands me so well. Im gonna miss you when I laugh and cry, because I know that you're the one who makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. Im gonna miss you all the time, but Im gonna miss you the most when I lie awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other for those were some of the best memorable times of my life.
I want to know so badly what you're thinking. What runs through your mind when someone brings my name up. If you smile and remember those few but wonderful memories. If you want to see me like I want to see you. If you talk about me. If there was ever a moment where you didn't want to say goodbye and wish you could have stayed just a little bit longer. I just want to know that maybe, you've thought of me as more than just a friend. But if not, I guess just friends is better than nothing at all.
How do I say goodbye to someone I never really had? Why do my tears fall so endlessly for someone who was never really mine? Why is it I miss someone I was never really with? And why do I love someone whose love was never really mine?
When you're thinking about how much you miss me, and I'm completely fine, remember how I felt, and remind yourself this is what you wanted. Because with every day coming and going, I'm learning how to be okay without you. And I can't wait for the day when I get to look at you and feel absolutely nothing.
Waarom wil mijn hart niet geloven, wat mijn hoofd al zo lang weet, dat het nu de hoogste tijd is, dat ik jou en ons vergeet.
forget his name, forget his walk, forget the way he used to talk. forget
the love that you once knew, remember now, there's someone new.
forget the fun that you once shared, forget the fact that he once cared.
forget the time you spent together, remember now, he is gone forever.
forget the times they played our songs, forget you cried all night long.
forget how close you once were, remember now, he belongs to her.
forget you memorized his every part, forget how he once held your heart.
forget the things he use to say, remember now, he has gone away. forget
the times he's used your phone, forget the times you were all alone. forget
the times you wore his ring, remember now, she's everything. forget the
thrills when he walked by, forget the times he made you cry. forget the
way he said your name, remember now, things aren't the same. forget
the time he looked into your eyes, forget how you died when he said
Bring on the night, I'm ready to drink. I don't want to fight, I don't want to think.
Even the very best friend isn’t perfect. Every friendship has its share of ups and downs, disappointments and discouragements. But the true test of friendship is whether it endures the hard times as well as the happy times. When you are truly best friends – when you have a friendship worth preserving – you learn how to voice your feelings with each other. You discuss how and when you’ve been hurt. You even cry together. Then you forgive, seal your friendship with a hug, and continue on good terms with each other. That’s how best friendships are maintained over the years. Each little offense is dealt with and forgiven (and forgotten). The focus remains on the strengths of the relationship: love, understanding, acceptance, and loyalty. When you take time to work through differences and misunderstandings, the friendship grows stronger and sweeter."
she's getting stronger, you know, since you didn't push her away. no, you threw her away. she's learned. you aren't the only thing she talks about anymore, she laughs a little more, and i can see that glow inside her begin to flicker again. she's picking herself up, and she's getting stronger, and immune to you every day.
I promise you that one day, you'll wake up, and he won't be the first thing on your mind. You'll go through the day without looking back. That one day may not be anytime soon, but it'll happen for you. And the rest of us who feel as though were drowning in memories. You are not alone."
Go ahead, text him first - he might be checking his phone, waiting for you. Stare into the eyes of the guy you like - memorize the color. Turn on your iPod and run as far as you can. Say hi to a stranger - you never know what they'll become for you. Have a mental health day - you know you need it. Don’t go on facebook for a day and see what you can accomplish. Give money to a charity, your good karma will come around eventually. Sneak out, you might get caught, but it'll be 100% worth it. Tell that one person that you like them, what's the worst that can happen? He doesn't like you back? Then he doesn’t deserve you anyways, right? Treat yourself to something indulgent, you deserve it. Smile at a stranger, it could make their day. Wink, it’s sexy and makes you feel confident. After all, you are pretty hot ;). Go for somebody who is totally wrong for you, they may not be totally wrong after all. Stand up for yourself, because if you don’t, who will. Moral of the story is, YOU ONLY FUCKING LIVE ONCE.
If two people are meant for each other, it doesn't mean they have to be together right now
You're right, and that's why I'm letting you go,
because I don't deserve someone like you. I don't deserve your lies,
and your excuses, and your bullshit. I deserve better
and I'm worth much more than what you thought I was.
sometimes i sit and stare at my phone just thinking about how much i want to text you. but then i think about all of the reasons why we don't talk anymore and the way you used to treat me, and i realize that i'm better off without you.
Those minutes where I am alone, just me and my pillow. I think, a lot. I think about everything, anything. It varies from "what am I doing with my life?" to "did I have homework?" The room is so silent, but my mind is so loud. It drives me crazy because the things I would never think about, I think about. Sometimes, I hate it because it brings up thing I would rather never think about again. The split second before sleep is the most active second of my life.
We all have that boy. That boy who you're completely over, but you still think about before you sleep. That boy who you avoid talking to, but still wish he would IM you just once. That boy who you have to make yourself not think about, but always wonder if he is thinking about you.
I'm slamming the door of my life on your face. I hope it hurts like hell, because when you come back, and I know you will, you won't be able to get through. I'm locking the door and destroying the key, because, well, you did the same damn thing to me.
Truth about girls: it doesn't matter who dumped who or why. Whenever we
see an ex with another girl, it always bothers us. Not because we're not over
you, but because we know that we used to be that girl.
It's like this. You have to have the nicest jeans, or the cutest purse, or
say the newest thing so that it catches on. You have to be skinny, you
have to buy this, wear this, say that, be on his side, her side, be neutral,
have white teeth, have straight teeth, your hair can't be frizzy, and you
can't wear that because it just doesn't 'work' anymore. You have to go to
parties, be friends with everyone, trust no one, pose like this, smile like
that, tilt your head this way, and put your hand on your hip,
because that's how it is.
You only hate him because you don't have him. Because hating him is
easier then admitting he hurt you, that he got away, and you'd
do anything not to hurt.
I'm over you.
I still shake when you walk by,
and I still save all of our online conversations.
I still feel a smile slip on my face
at the sound of your name,
and I still think about you most of the time.
You're still the first person I look for
when I enter a room,
and I still fall asleep to the memory of your voice.
In my mind, you are breath-taking,
and I've never seen such a gorgeous smile
But I'm over you.
Really. . .I am.
you know what i've finally realized
after so much heartache? my biggest
mistake was letting you hurt me
and still thinking it was my fault..
i've always been the nice girl,
but this year i learned that you
have to go after what you want.
He was a part of her dreams ..and she wasn't even a part
of his world.
I decided that enough is enough.
That since you obviously don't care about me
anymore, I'm going to move on. Easier said than
done, I suppose. Because at the end of the day, I'm staring
out the window with these tears on my cheeks.
Just look at what you've done to me.